Thursday, February 28, 2008

Morphing

In my life I have seen and done many things. Some I have been proud of and other well not so proud of. I have been afraid to live life to the fullest and I am finding that I have been changing for the better. Embrassing life and all it has to offer, without fear of what may happen. This is a different and oftentimes scary place to be and yet I have worked hard to get here.

After all the abuse I have suffered over the years it fel very good to be able to look forward to what life has to offer. For the first time I am spreadign my wings and taking flight, feeling the wind on my face and the warmth of the sun on my back. Enjoying the view from high above the trees soaring and riding the winds.

Only God knows for sure where this journey is headed and I am enjoying the ide to where ever it takes me. Change only comes from within and nothing outside of me can change me, only I can change me. No external force can control my emotions, beliefs, thoughts or action. I change them with the guidance of my Higher Power.

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Funny Things

I have found so often when I go through life and try to force solutions to problems I end up more frustrated and feeling blocked than anything else. I have also found that when I am able to let go and let God things just seem to fall into place without any real effort on my part. I still do the things that I need to do and more importantly I allow myself to be open to what God is trying to tell me.

If I close myself off with fear and distrust, I will receive fear and distrust in return. If I open myself up to happiness and abundent blessings I will receive them. It has been proven in my own life over and over again that what I put out I will get back. It is just at times I have a hard time remembering that little fact. It is something that I am working on and I have been opening myself up for something new inmy life, healthy relationships.

The funny thing is that I am now being blessed with all kinds of healthy relationships and it feels good. They have to be healthy in not only how the other person approaches it, it has to be healthy from the way I approach it. The more I make healthy choices in how I deal with my relationships the more others make healthy choices in how they deal with their relationship with me. Funny how that all works out, lol. Have a great day all and God Bless.

Monday, February 04, 2008

Abundent Blessings

Each day brings abundent blessings that we need to be grateful for. At times I know I have a hard time seeing the blessings in my life. When those days come I seem to run into a chronic alcoholic or a homeless person. I see what they are going through and I remember that it was not all that long ago that I was in their shoes. Then the fog of my mind clears and I am more able to see the things going on in my own life.

The blessings we get each day come in a wide variety of things like the open packing spot in a full packing lot and it is even close to the door. There are so many things to be grateful for and yet I wonder how many people stop to think and acknowldge just how blessed they really are. I knwo that when I get busy with all the day to day hustle and bustle of the day I can easily forget the blessings in my life. I wonder if that is what thwy mean when they talk about stoping to smell the roses along the way. Have a great day all and God Bless.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Friends

They say that birds of a feather flock together and I have found that that is very true. I can choose to flock together with people that have always done thigns the way I have always done them or the way I want to do them. That is a choice. A choice between being the person I have always been or the person that I was meant to be. At times I have found that I have allowed events to overwhelm me and drag me down.

If I am the friend that I want to have I will have that kind of a friend. The laws of attraction speak very clearly on this. I will attract to myself everything that I give out and abundently. If I want to have good friends and have a lot of them I have to be that kind of friend to others. If I want to attract positive energy into my life than I have to give away the very same positive energy. Life is complicated though not so complicated to be able to figure out the what I put out I will get back. It may not come from the person, place or thing that I gave it away to but it will come back in some form. Have a great day all and God Bless.