Something New

One of the hardest thing that anyone ever does is to leave an abusive relationship. I know that that was true for me because I was so filled with fear and doubt. I was afraid of my own shadow and afrraid that they were right, that I could not make it without them. It took a great leap of faith for me to step into the unknown.

When I took my kids and left the relationship I had been in there was no support from any agency and we had to go it alone. That only added to the fear, doubt and uncertainty because now I had to fer loosing my kids as well. What I found was that with each choice I made for myself and my kids , I grew stronger.

Each thing I did to take care of and provide for my kids and myself helped me grow. I slowly over a period of time grew stronger and more confident in myself and that made a huge difference. I was no longer under the control of the abuser and I was building a new life for my kids and myself. I knew it would be the perfect life and I was going to do everything I could to make it a safe life.

This journey brought something new into my life, me. I began to see how strong I really was and how much I could and would do for my family and for myself. I allowed God to guide me through this journey and he gave me everything I needed to get through it all. HAve a great day all and God Bless, I love you all.