God's Will for Us

In recovery they ask us to consider God's will for us and for an addict that is somethig that is really hard to do. We are such a head strong bunch and we always know what is good for us, or so we think. If we know what is so good for us than why are we miserable so much of the time?

I have found that when I step out the driver's seat and let God sit there my life goes so much better. I do not need dramam in my life becuase life is filled with happiness. I do not need to have bad relationships becuase I have good ones. My stress levels go down and I can sleep better at night. So why didn't I let him drive much siiner than I did, in short, I'm stubborn and I know it.

The days are good and I can see the progress that I am making each and every day. Some times the things are big and at other times they are small but they are there. It is simply a matter of taking the time to see the miracles that unfold in my life. I have come to understand that God's will for us is to be happy and not the short term superfishal happines but real solid happiness.

The difference between the two is very noticalble. When you ahve real happiness in your life you hold onto it with both hands. Nothing can take it away from you and the little things that would normally anoye you just role off you back. People can open their mouths and say stupid things and it has not affect on you. Only those that have no happiness want to take away your happiness while those that know happiness will celebrate your happiness. Your happiness is God's will for you and the only thing that changes is what it takes for each to have our own hapiness.

Have a great day all and God Bless, love to you all.